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Inner – The Difference Between Inside and Outside Fighting
May 6, 2012The second time Thay-Win held pads for me he would periodically stop, take a step back and look at me with a kind of stern consideration. I asked him what he was doing and he said,... -
Natural Selection
April 29, 2012I couldn't sleep last night. My mind was all over the place, but I got stuck thinking about the repetitive "life stories" of guys on the numerous seasons of The Ultimate Fighter that I've seen. It's... -
Body Language – Clinch, Thailand and Gender
April 26, 2012There are complications to being a woman - or more specifically, having a female body - in a male dominated sport. As a fighter you are using your body to perform an art and you must... -
Cutting Diamonds
April 24, 2012My fight on Friday night ended quickly, within the first round. As such, my fight wasn't even 2 minutes long and the opportunity to fight again this coming Friday presented itself and I took it. So... -
The Fine Brush
April 19, 2012It’s the day before my first fight in Chiangmai and I’m lying here on my bed chewing on every thought that wanders in and out of my head. It’s customary to take the day before, of... -
Don’t Call It A Comeback
April 10, 2012I met Andy early at the camp this morning, at 5:00. It was still dark out, the fluorescent rods affixed to a few of the posts holding up the roof casting a bizarre and insect-like... -
3 Days in Chiangmai
April 8, 2012We arrived in Chiangmai on Thursday afternoon. Coming from the airport, the little neighborhood in which the gym is located became recognizable very quickly. We checked into the same hotel we stayed at last time and... -
In Other Words
March 24, 2012Master K wrote poems for a few photos he took of me at his house the other day. He showed them to me and then said I had to translate them from Thai to English for... -
The “Over/Under” – Gender and Privilege in Thailand
March 11, 2012Over I’m moving to Thailand in less than a month. I’m so excited, so joyous and inspired by the realization of this dream that I can barely think of anything to be nervous about. As it... -
“The Question isn’t who’s going to let me, it’s who’s going to stop me?”
March 6, 2012Prior to the March 3rd Strikeforce event, I didn’t know much about Ronda Rousey. I knew she was young, adroit at shit-talking and had a pension for arm bars. Miesha Tate was a clearer story –...